Failure

I am such a failure

I fail to realise ibu abah's hope

I ruin pretty much everybody's hope

I've done nothing but play

I've done nothing useful

I am nothing but a pain in everybody's ass

I am such a loser

I am a terrible friend

I am a loner

I suck at Economics

I suck at Account

Basically I just suck at studying

I annoyed people with my non stop talking

Like dude, no body wanna hear any of those stories Syikin !

I spend my scholarship allowance

I don't have any bright future

I have no plans for my future

I ruined my own life

I don't deserve to be here

I don't deserve such friends

I don't know what I need

I.. I.. I am Nur 'Asyikin Azmi

I am disappointed with myself

And I regret of whatever non beneficial things I have done in the past,
which are pretty much everything.